EXAM IS over...

What a tuff tuff semester.. first i have to blame myself.. WHY weren;t u CONSISTANT?! ya la.. i tried mah.. lol , aiyo.. this term really i put in alot of blood and sweat into EA and FIA.. wah i tell u , these two papers are killers , seriously i nv study soo damn hard before, i have to blog this terrible time to myself so that i will be CONSISTANT next sem or be CONSISTANT in my life. My god, 9.30am start studying , reading the notes word by word , my eye roll over every sentance ,every formula espically EA formulas.. My god topic 4 , topic 5 why DUN i know them ..panic sticken , i read on and on , giving myself 5-10mins rest .. skipped lunch , study until 4pm non STOP Fck!!!! Until i counldnt take it.. had to rush down to hawker to buy food. As i ate , my mee pork .. No taste , No subtance wao lao.. food dun taste like food 4 this few weeks. then went back to study some more until 10 pm .. 10 pm is my favourite time beacuse i get to STOP studying .. my principal is nv study beyond 10 pm + - 30mins variance. Then after that i play dota.. when i play dota.. my mind kept recalling all the facts.. FCk.. still no rest.. when its time to sleep, i cannot sleep..my mind kept thinking of formulas and sentance ought to rmb.. hiaz.. this vicous cycle repeat for like 3-4 days until the exam .wao lao.. bad for health. very bad for health indeed.. i was sealed away from the outside world like the nine tails in the naruto anime. and why did this happen? Beacuse i was not CONSISTANT!
FIA night mare.. omg.. when it was turn to study FIA.. fck.. i only had 1.5 DAYS to study.. no time.. soo i study NON stop..my mind constantly cried out for a break and i wouldn;t let it.. my brain fought back by remiiting strange noisies around my room and my enviroment.. wah ..that was really suffering.. and why did this happen? BEACUSE I WAS NOT CONSISTANT!
The best part is.. when the exam paper came out.. most of the questions didn;t reflect what i studied .=-= disgusting right.. yet the papers were hard.. like rock.. Fck.. pardon my words.. if i get C for FIA or EA.. it will be my fault .. but i hope that wouldnt happen la.. i tired my best liao..GOD plz plz dun play with my results plzplz plz... i wan to go NUS or SMU or NTU.. thats my heart;s desire besides honouring you.. hiaz.. next term.. i will stop becoming class rap.. i will be attending all lectures unless otherwise stated.. i will understand ALL subjects on time and understand them well! .. ok la.. lets go to more interesting sub... now that exam is over .. i have BD to doo ..CRY@!@!#(u@(8 no rest again.. nvm nvm.. claim down .. i seriously need to see a psychologies. ok ..time to go back to church liao.. Rex out.~