SOG.(Holy entry Non-believer plz dun read)

Gosh.. I dreamt about SOG yesterday night ... im stunned that God allowed this dream to enter my head while im sleeping. Btw SOG stands for "Servants of God" getting the chilles already .. lol. Ya..i dreamt that i was back into that band , which was orginally formed by Alvin and Zhi Jian? Ya.. its was long ago until zw set me free from the band. Well the dream was , i saw that i was the drummer again , and performing for a big crowd. Tony was playing the organ as usual and Zj was the basis. People were cheering for us as we rock the house down with gospel music. However while i was rocking the drums.. i saw this person among the crowd. He was dressed in soft brownish kind of white clothing. His clothings was simple and gental , he wore no asscories <-- how to spell this word!! ARH, he stand there still like a stock. Watching, contemplateing with an angry look.

While the people were cheering non stop and thier voices were getting louder so does our music , the adrenline level was increasing. People yelled, cried and cheered and this man was just standing there ...super creepy. I wonder why Tony didn;t notice him , cause he was just about 3 meters infront of him. Then all of a sudden, his man saked his head . his face now portraited great disappointment and sadness.. then i was like "WTF" should he be enjoying the music we were playing for the cowrd? After we played finished a gospal song, the cowrd cheered soo loud for us , we felt soo invisivible and arrogant like the young gods we were meant to become that kind of feeling. The this man walk infront of us, and put his fingers to his lips. The crowd and us were slicenced, its was like he used some sort of magic he put on all of us, and when he spoke, soo great was his voice that resonated with great athority.. he said to the us the musicans of SOG band this with great disappointment in his face as well " Is this how you all use the gifts
given to you?, For your own pride and glory?" DISGRACEFUL! he shouted at us. And then i woke up.

Its funny how God can suddenly give you an answer why this and that happen, true.. i was out of that band for about 2 years already cause me and the leader got argument over small issues in that band. Plus im already a cityharvestor, things have changed since these two years, and i ownder how is that "SOG" band doing now? Im i upset at myself for quiting the band or leaving my old church ? AM i still angry with that leader? No and but sometimes yes..what when wrong? i always asked myself.. and finally i got that answer, i was not doing things for the glory of God but for my own pride and self indulgence.. then the Big question is why did i leave church? Was i too embrassed to face up to SOG as an ex memeber? Certainly not... i felt that it was time for me to grow.. you see i was in that church for over like 4 years, every sun i didn;t pay attention to PD or PIsa or PSop or PJim or any other pastor or speaker as a matter of fact. I was a stagant seed refusing to grow . Even my cousin when in later then me and she grew "Spritually" fasterr then me. WTF right.. lol .. to tell you the truth some ppl in there .. i really really hate, their soo arrogant and delusional, but i have forgiven them..just like what Jesus whould do if he was still alive. Well anyways , im now at CHC, they quite strict about attendance and mad over God .. oh well .. i feeling that im learning more about my religion or rather my relationship with the above one.. hehe.. ok i know my purpose in chirst liao.. i think..
REx out ~