Check blind spot?

Hiaz... tml will be a very defining or a very breaking moment for me. It will be my"check blind spot day". Yes my cousin and infact my most of my entire family(The males) have passed this for the 1ST time, their achievement do not encourage me..but give me more pressure. Now im feeling very very stressed up . So many expectations and $$ have gone into my "check blind spot" training. I wish i will not fail la.. i really really wish. But, im not confident, to be frank i do not have enuff ciruit training. Sian. If i fail i will be very dissapointed with myself. I know some ppl will laugh at me. But what the heck la.. i'll try my best. If fail..then fail.. the important thing is i do not give up , try again and eventually i will (i believe) suceed. With that said ( Looks at the time) its already 11.37 pm.. got to wake up at 5.45 to prepare myself. Hiaz.. i feel this heavy weight on my shoulders.. and all these stupid projects bombarding me.. super irriting. I keep reminding myself the follwing points

1) Always check mirrors and traffic lights

2) Keep LEFT damn it

3) Signal early and precise

4) Give way and be courteous

5) Confident

Hiaz.. why im i soo not spontenous about this, having such an analytical mind has it downfall. Hiaz. hiaz hiaz. "God i really want to pass god..plz." With that said.. i gtg sleep.. all the best to myself. ~rex out