Blessed Genes

Its soo god damned Diffcult to upload these pictures unto my blog. Arh. (Note to self: Im a technology moron) okok.. now back to the main topic, blessed genes. Last 3 days, i finally became a freelance model..that is to say, im currently empolyed under a certain agency and if got assigments will call me go down to shoot. Why did i go down? I keep asking myself this question. You think you very good looking meh.. self doubt, hiaz..but what the heck.. i when down to try anyway. Soo it was indeed good experience , one of the lady stylist scolded me for wearing such ugly clothes for the photo shoot.. my god..my pride was like broken. LOL..i mean my clothes doesn;t look that bad what... haiz..so i have to remind myself that this is a modeling agency, cannot anyhow where. So ok lor.. that bitch stylist , when into one of her many cupboard of clothes to pick one for me.

So then..the make up starts, i dun really like what she was doing to my face, put soo much powder, add water color also, toner, fake eye lashes, then use all sort of different brushes to paint my face. She did it roughly and without love.. i can sense it. With that done, i was ready for the shoot, soo i was urshered into this studio, where this young be-spec girl was ready with her trusty camera. She spoke in chinese saying stand here.. i took like 1.2 seconds to recognize the sentence.. then she said relax, right leg and left leg stand properly, dont bend your back all in chinese.. i must have took like over 10 seconds to register lol.. sad la my chinese, i kept saying huh?! and what!?.. it took her awhile to change her communication medium.. that is.. into pure nice english. Having said that, i remember her saying things like, smile, look at the camarer, stand properly, legs point to one angle, smile naturally please, don;t stand like monkey god, don't give me cheesy smile.. those kind of lame funny comments. Overall i enjoyed the experience ..the lessons i learnt is 1) Be confident 2) Wear Properly 3) Don't let others pull you down, if you think you look beautiful then you ARE beautiful. The reason why i went for the model shoot is beacuse i know i am blessed with good genes, i don;t care what other think liao, i just know im goodlooking to a certain extend ;p and Yes it is true that beauty comes ftom within , however i find that sentence too overated. Beauty does come from within lets say about 60% , but the 40% is outside looks such as 1st impression and stuff like that. Btw.. did i spell genes correctly? LOL.. anyways, im looking forward to my university letters from NUS,NTU and SMU.. i really hope all three will accpet me la. Plus i dun know whether im getting the COM thing. If so i will change course to tourism management blah.. tsk tsk. Hiaz.. soo much future lies ahead of me.. and here i am bragging about modeling .. hiaz..the real horror will begin once i enter NS. SIAN SIAN SIAN. Not funny lor, i think i can;t surivie in there le.. maybe i'll lose my mind, go nuts, enter into depression.. ARH GOD PLZ HELP ME!!!!!! If you put me among monsters, my own demon will come out, and i dun want that. Haiz.. why NS...T_T...

no mood to write liao la.. ~ Rex out ..ps Fck NS!