Friday, April 14, 2006

ALPS- AIA

Finally , my itp is OVER.... what an experiance. Looking back at the entire attachment process, i have done some foolish and funny things. At first i hated doing adminstrative work for people who pay me peanuts and expect me to work long hours, at first i hated every one in the office, at first i didn;t give a fck about my itp marks and as a result i gave such a shitty attitude.lol... I still remember anyhow scanning their documents , anyhow keying in the data and throwing some documents away even lol... i think i should have deserved a "C" for my attachment. But my supervisor was always so kind and protective of aveline and me.. for example : there is this bitch in the office who like to put blame on others, of course attachment students were her favourite target. So when anything that goes wrong , she would put blame on us. really bitch.. but my supervisor always gave excuse to her like " they are new", " it wasn;t thier fault " something like that ...soo kind right.. aiyo an come to think of it , i was the one making all the mistakes lol.. (Fcking PA got locked Three times)

Well , i shall not dwell no my past mistakes again , who could blame me? I was under alot of stress. Stress that i couldn;t pass my driving test and stress for daiko concert. Plus the work load at ALPS was terrible, certain days there will be alot of cases to key in , scan, file, signing etc etc can do until mad.
But really after the entire experience , i finally realise it was all worth it. I made new adult friends ... or rather more mature and rich friends . This new circle of friends are all agents... dotz...one of my favourite is charles..what a funny bastard.. wants to bring me to MOS to party.lol.. even bought me and aveline v.expensve chocolates. SIan now no more itp , i will miss them.. but not so much as i missed SP lol..
I think i also found a new cell group from my attachment program..in fact i got two offers , one from Sembawang the other from the east side.. interesting- (god have u made a way for me to grow?)
Oh before i forget.. i think i want to talk more about the boss.. what a proud man.. i have never seen such a proud person before. The way he talks is soo soft and rude espcieally to people who have low ranks in the office like admin staff. I mean , at least show some repect to my supervisor or to aveline or me. Dun keep asking us do stupid things for you and please address us by our name and not by sound ( you think we are dogs?) One thing i learn from here is being humble. Humblity portarys greater might. No matter how rich or powerful you are , you are still not GOD. How can you demand people to clean ur office for example. lol.. Well at least he is god loving , yet this god loving character of his is another weakness will . I personally feel that christinility shouldn't be forced on to others , espically to non-christians. I dun understand why the boss would be soo forceful on aveline? Why does is he soo direct also .. weird.. i wonder if god is proud of his actions ? Let me illustrate to you, he invites ppl to his house, some non christians . He does a magic show for his audience, did praise and worship and showed us an old video about how someone 's life is changed by christinality and ask for ppl to convert straight away in his house that night.. i mean..WTF.... ur using ur effort to convert ppl and not waiting for GOD's timming.. i wonder how many non chirstians were turn off by his actions.. Anyway i m in no position to jugde.. i still think that some people are really meant for hell , while others are meant for heaven.

Well... these are the qualities/attitudes/character/ablities i learnt during my attachment
1) Paitence
2) Think positive
3) Hold on to principals
4) Be God Loving
5) Telephone skills
6) Scanning Skills
7) Day dreaming skills.
Lastly , i think i also have a new goal to achieve.. i want to be my own boss if possible, i dun wan to work for others anymore.. its sucks.. so im going to year 3 poly liao..damn fast..how time flys.. may my results be of glory to my father in heaven ...lol...holycow.