3mths to go.

Yes 3mths to my pre ORD date..opps ROD date, mistake mistake. Am i happy? Yes of course, the chains of my service are weakening and once the 1000 years are over (actually only 22.5mths) Ivan (which is my current name) and his angels will be release and we will rule the world (take over singapore 1st la) . I feel very pointless in serving my nation thru doing only things like fileing, reading emails, guard duty and doing up powerpoint. I also have no right to complain, as God (don't know if its his will or grace or both) have put and blessed my tremedously me in a beautiful camp with alright supervisors and everyday can come home which was what i really desired. Having said that, there are of course some people in my camp that are not happy with me, apprently i can sense their jealousy and resentment , espically from a certain department. But im not angry at these people, beacuse jeslous ppl are all around and i do get jealous myself. What makes me angry is the reason for causing them to be jealous at me in the 1st place. And what is this reason or reasons for causing this anger towards me? What i gathered soo far is probably a lesson that can be both learnt by me or people who reads this post.

One of the most possible reason is , beacuse im not deemed "useful" in camp which was a result of many mths of soo called "slacking" and doing the things i like. Now, i myself also hate "lazy and un-useful" people like KY. But the fact is there is really NO work for me to do in camp!! Then what im i supposed to do? Beg for work ? Maybe..but i choice not to,beaucse i rather i invest my time learning all the finnanical skills and other skills such as "how to teach an adult to swim within 3mths that kind" that will be useful to me in the future, im very sure i was not wasting my time in camp, beacuse of another fact i used the time to prepare for NUS, to plan out my portfolio, to test out different market approaches, to learn A-maths and Japanese etc etc But even though i was actually wasting time in camp, its really none of their business to show resentment at me.
I think the people i know in my camp should really think about this espically my bubbies

1)What use is there to be soo commited in office?

2)Whats the point in building relationship with these people? What use is there once you leave the camp and have parted ways with them?

3)Whats the point in getting envious about me when the fact is there is NO work for me to do and i really tired asking for work?

4)What is the reason in getting on the "good" side of these bosses in camp? Do you think they will keep contact with you after you have left

These are questions to ponder about escpially if your working in a place where you really have no desire to countiue to work but forced to work for two years if not you cannot live in singapore.. ==