$6.50... Class outing.

Hiaz.. finally come back from CHina.. look out for my next entry as i try my best to remember what i ve experience in China lolx... ok... now.. school is about to reopen soon... sian.. soo fast.. ya... and somthing is troubling me... according to Jack ( from diako ) as a class rap in DE he told me today that the classoutting $$ collection date is already over.. -_-;... I WAS UTTERLY SHOCKED!..omg..i mean im supposed to collect back or rather claim back $6.50 for 12 people inculding myself who when for the class outting last month after FA exam..what is my class going to say or feel? Its really not my fault if Mr AMB refuses to give me back the classoutting $$ i mean what the heck is my ptm doing!!! He didn;t even inform about any closing date , i tried my best to organise the outting plus i did inform he thru slipping a piece of paper, informing him about the venue and time as such! Plus i even tried calling him in his office the day itself.. i mean.. at least call me back on my Handphone saying that he is not coming mah.. in addition i even reserve a sit for him! This is terrible..you know...i mean who is to be blame for this? If the class outting closing date was starting of the holiday.. then i would have no way to claim it back as every1 was busy doing their UCCD, CRM,ECM projects at that time and there was no point organising on the 15th of oct when onli 8 ppl are turning up! So.. on the 28th Oct was the very best date i could set it to..after that my friends would be having thier own things to do like giving tution and perparing for CHIa Trip hiaz@(&()&$)@(&$)@(&$#)@*#_ having my class best interest at heart.. of course i would like to claim back the F**king $6.50 lor..sian... what to do..hiaz..im NOT going to use up my savings to pay back the class as suggested by Rick!Plz la.. its not really my fault..i wonder some people have been class raps before in fact 2 of them ! and none of them obther to tell me that this will happen....+_+...i wonder why.... could there be an under lying purpose...Hiaz NVM!...If i had known the collectiong date line then things would be different i would have set at qan eariler date which maybe onli 5 people might come only! LOLX.. hiaz.. see la on Mon i'll try to settle with my PTM.. i hope he is reasonable... damn!...~rex out!

WHATS wrong with me

Seriously.. i dun know what is FUcking wrong with me.. last 3 weeks i was desiring to go to China .. and now.. im feeling homesick and experiencing extreme cultural shock.even before the trip. Why like that.. i thought this mental illness was gone already.. aiyo.. soo sian.. its back again.. i seriously need professional help when i come back.. sian.. the thing is .. other people like Brian, aveline etc etc.. are all excited about the trip.. and im here worrying that im going to die in CHINA.. sian..yes the ivan you all knew is not perfect.. i have flaws too and they are mental ones. i KNOW I should not be like tat , its not natural.WHY God !.. why did you put this problem in my life.. how im i supposed to go army like tat or climb mt everest for that matter. I love to travel yes i really do.. but i miss home , home as in the usual places like SP, My room , My hamster, My usual hangouts etc etc. im soo scared that i will lose my english standard over there, im also scared that i'll get SARS and other related diesease or end up in a haunted Room CHOY.. *cries* who can understand me? im soo scared to tell my friends and family about this problem.until now.. im soo frasturated i need to write this in my blog. If you all know some one or some where to go for mental conselling perharps or medication plz tell me and send me via email.. but dun misunderstood im not mentally unstable rather i have this HOME sickness thing that is 4-5 times greater then normal people's homesickness ya.. sian.. and i also pray to GOD to not onli take care of me but my ploy results which will be coming out soon.. ok.. im going off to CHINA liao.. bye ~rex

Gateway to China

Yes.. i'll be going to China tml morning at 10 am fly off.. I believe it will be 12 days of fun and enjoyment , at first i was a bit afraid of going to China for soo long .. but then i realised its onli a miserable 12 days.lol Plus i will be away from organ , diako, erhu lessons ,LSF, SP and my family..not surprising to say im a bit sick of everthing la.. soo maybe i need a break away from all these activities go enjoy myself.. anyway plz pray for a safe and fun trip for me ok all CHC memebers ( Sharon) lol...ya.. i just read http://chinapork.blogspot.com/2005/06/food-for-thought.html the 3rd blogger that is going to be charged for racistisum. blah blah blah.. how do i feel about his entries? Well i think its rather interesting to read them , however even though some of the facts are ture .he mostly made the mistake of sterotyping other people /races which is a bad bad thing to do. However one should not become angry beacuse of his silly entries, but rather cast it aside as a seriously distrub guy lol..
And one more thing i want to make clear of this blog .. this blog is not for the public to view its for my close friends to see only. In fact, the MAIN PURPOSE of this blog is to debit in all the emtions/feelings/personal motive/mood etc etc as at that particular time and credit out when i reread them again understood.. you all may be surprised that apparently so far 387 people have seen this blog webiste before =_+....
Lastly... the Damn SP results are coming out soon on the 19th oct.. sian..did i do well? did i do enough to maintain B and above? can i make it to NUS? sian... thinking of all these spoiles my mood.. here are the list of things to do when i come back from China
1)Sign up( prepare) for GEMS
2)Go for erhu/diako training the next day ( SMS hui zhen)
3)Check ur results<---------------hiaz
4)23rd outting with Fundi /ajay
5)25th night safari with zhen quan
6)24th-26th Charlet
7)Submit new backbone diako song
8)Swimming /running

Oh well all the best for my trip... Bon voyage myself.. lolx.. ~rex out