Chinese New YeAR 2008

OK, that was fast, the CNY of 2008 passed soo fast , that my 5 days away from camp seems like the sudden wind of Cambodia. Wtf am i talking, im talking why good times pass soo fast and bad times pass so slowly. Its the unfairness of life, i should say, but yet again this year i organize a Ex-poly gathering for my pass poly friends to check on how they are doing, how they have grown, how they are managaing thier lives and so on. What can i say abouT the gathering? I would pretty much say it was sucessful, the food was alright, the attendance suddenly from 8 jump to 12 people, thanks to Wilson , the gambling as usual astrid won yet again.. annoying lady. But likewise every year sure got people say sick, my parents in the hospital cannot come, got Aids cannot come and so on. I might feel pissed off with this people, but i didn;t la, some how this year i numb already, i purely want to see how my friends were doing and not compare myself with others, cause i know i am very much blessed liao, no feeling of envy , no feeling of hate and so on, ok la.. abit cause when Sw was talking about how commandoes thier training involve jumping out of the heli, running thru forest etc etc, i feel abit regret la, should have been with my "people" doing all these, to experience brotherhood , which i think i will never experience it in this lifetime , to experience suffering soo that can build up my reisistance in life and so on. But then again, it can be really sickening if you are in the forest for like 9 - 10 days without bathing, cannot come home , cannot check stocks, cannot play dota, hardly got time to go out , come back home is either weekends..hmm sickening.. really sickening.. so i think where i am right now is perfectly fine with me ^_^. Anyway back to the CNY gathering, wao lao, that Astrid..really annoying, at first she was losing, like -$6 to 8 bucks like that, kao..last min last game, she got one ace and one diamond King.. WTF!!! some more sw and me put in the most bets... all lost!! ALL GONE! But its a very small amount la.. i guess, the usally Black jack losers are Dingrui , Princstern lol..poor thing, nvm next year will be better i guess, so far this CNY i lose about say $38? Very little la, i think, Ang pow can cover liao, better then losing my warrents like one time $80 or $400 == annoying... still i hate losing $$. But the more important thing is i really wish my poly friends hate a good time, and they will be able to see that i am trying my best to maintain the stregnth of the friendship bonds between all of us strong, then one day i can use them..lol. Well, once everyone left say around 7.30pm, just nice i thought, suddenly this lady appear, her name was.. Cynthia Chua.. dotz.. she came went everyone just left, nice timing gal, lol then i felt quite pity la for the poor soul, come soo late (due to personal problems) , all the food gone, all the actitivities finished, my mum wanted her to eat something but all the food like keep liao soo abit troublesome, so i end up just talking to her for say 1.5 hours? But the talk was kind of interesting la , from Goh shares to life in Army, one sentence i will always remember is that she said "Ivan, enjoy your army life while it last" WOW! What a way to put it, at first when i heard i , i feel like slapping her but cannot cause her boyfriend fitter then me lol, but then again , i realise how one sentence can encorage me to push on in my army life, thanks Cynthia , ps i think your name spell wrongly..but anyway, yeah...luckly i gave her one of my ang pows if not i would feel quilty lol. Arh, i hate to rant about events that i plan, well then the next CNY gathering will be a AVELINES.. need to talk to her on msn. Can;t wati acutally, cause the next CNY gathering, everyone espically the guys, and me of course will be happier...yes happier why? CAUSE it is our ORD year !! YEAH!!! But then again, i might not live til next year cause zw said so...idiot! Alright, back too reality , 18 mths left Rex out~