KEEPING NUS,NTU and SMU in view

WellX3 , im been soo busy these few days, TO, FP, FMRP, BD exams. Sickening ya.. i know. Im kind of struggling with PM notes.. seriously his notes are soo vague. I really dun understand WTF his talking about CML, Capital Asset model ..SMLJ.. Well if i get a C i won't be surprised. I seriously have no strength left to study. Everytime is like.. suffering, trying soo hard to absorb information that will not be used in my life.. Whats the point. And if i get a C.. and the 3 major university some how do not accpet me even though i got like 11 competition/commendation certificates plus 139 CCA points and 4 testimonials .... then so be it. I mean.. im kind of know why Xiao Shi when into Moccah university. Should i enter NTU business school .. i would have to spent 3 years again to study this kind of shit. I have to consider man.. i dun want to suffer again. I want to earn $$$$ .. not keep studying and nv grow up . Hiaz.. after all the effort put in to my studies.. i find that if i dun go into the local university will be a damn waste. Hiaz.. dun know what to do.. should i register or not.. I ask myself.. are you really happy ivan? Is this what u really want .. when u come out of the university you will be like 26 years old.. WTF.. damn old and only obtain a degree? That thought just sickens me. There is an alternative thought, i could just study in a private university and get 2 years Examption (<-- Paiseh my spelling wrong like hell ;[) ... but some people will think i not good enough to enter local uni woah. People and thier expectations.. lame.. btw do you know NUS business school is rank top 115 AS OF 2007.. plz le.. they soo thick skin reject students whose GPA not 3.5 and above? WTF is this.. Universities like KAPLM top 70 still accpet le.. whats going on here. Is Nus AN EMPTY vessel making the most noise.?
Well.. there still time to think about it. My Time in Singapore POlytechnic is about to be OVER. IM kind of sad and happy at the same time. i WILL not get to see some people every again yeah! but also i will miss ppl like * , GM, EDMud, ZW, DR, AV,COL, KIS, CYN, XM, SHARE, RUD,HIT,LY, and many more after i graduate. Like Uncle Cheong told me, that time pass very fast and soon we will all go our own way, but he advise me to keep in contact with them as they might be future business partners and make profit out of them ..... LOL..After knowing my TO teacher.. i find him to be a very decent man. Although abit weird la.. As for my class .. I will miSS u all le (most of you).. MY dear class DBF 3B/06..all the times we have been thru and the shit that the lecturers throw at us.. although you all always want to backstap me at times... i also nv complain.. i hope you all will have a bright future ahead... some of you might pass away in 10 years time.. but nvm la.. thats life blah .. The next entry will be a dedication of thanks too all my dear friends, Best friend, best bubby, best gang , best "girl-friend", best clown friend, best competitor and last best lectuture.
Alright.. tml got to wake up at 8.am to study with Kris and av.. for PM... all the best for to me..
PS. God plz forgive me cause i nv go CHC for like 4 weeks liao.. i know i should put you 1st but hor CHC is soo damn far and exams are killing me.. plz forgive my sins and my disobidance. Amen~ REX OUT
I want to earn money for GOd..to be his financial Funnel ..and earn $$ for myself also la.lol..