Unexpected

Yes unexpected is the word to use .. pior to "consoldation day" refer to last entry .. everything turned out the way i expected and even better.. i finally got my results.. this sem was the worse i ever faced, i was not consistant in my work and didn;t attend lectures as much as last time and yet i got good results..not just good la plz le ivan.. its VERY GOOD lor.. i know i dun deserve it.. my GOD! .."A" until can go mad.. My prediction was like 2 Cs and all B+ but God was mecifully and indeed very generous .. must give thanks to hIM la. But even though he didn;t give me good result.. then i'll be angry but still i have to obey him blah blah blah.. ya now can really enjoy my upcoming trip with my daiko team to tioman.. specking of tioman...im feeling abit homesick liao..WTF right.. its only 3 days lor.. plz le. why is this sickness like this..hiaz.. im not this kind of Hmuji person le.. i want to EXPLORE i wan to venture i wan to take RISK.. damn it.. I think this sickness is due to the wild childhood i had since young .. if u know what i mean.. Anyway..the IMF .. meeting.. Singapore is doing very well hosting it.. everyone is impressed , 4 million smiles welcome the delegates. After the IMF meeting.. there will be 4million Frowns for the upcoming years cause every one in singapore loves to frown ..and forcing us to smile for this whole week is nearly an impossible task.. but we have to do it ..just to put on a fake show to the delegates..so dun be surprised when u see everyone frowning non stop everywhere u go..espically suntech area or the ppl working there.. ppl there will be frowning when working, when walking when talking when going to the toliet .. lol.. Hiazz.. One more week left till the school term starts again.. im damn relactant to go back to school ..hiaz i wish i was in NUS or NTU or SMU..i keep repeating this sentence cause.... i really want to enter this university..its just a goal... just this goal only i prayed like countless times to God lor...i think God is sick of this prayer to enter NUS or NTU or SMU..one fine day God will appear to from a tiny hole of the roof and say this to me " IVAN!, Please stop repeating yourself day after day , im quite sick of this request, the angels are restless and satan is going nuts ..plz go check ur letter box tml and you see the NUS appectance letter " lol.. ok im talking rubbish liao.. im going to sleep liao.. got to wake up at 4.30 now its 1.28 am.. lack sleep.. ok~ REX OUT

13TH Sep-Consolidation date

Tml will be a very interesting date, it is the date when my results will come out, IMF meeting starts, Wei Qiang will be coming out of BMT , Naruto will air its 200th episode and there will be my driving test. Well its up to God to give me good result or bad ones. I hope its good la.. Anyway i would like to tell this person who said i like to beg god..that to mind her own business and whatever i write in my blog is personal and should NV be used against me ok? You say that again i will really hurt you through msn, and i wouldn;t stop there i will destory you mentally so dun! .. i dun like to hurt my close friends. Ok i got that off my cheast. Now 13 th Sept 2006 will be declared according to Ivan's Cornicals as the Consolidation date , it is a day when all important things happen .. it will either destory my happiness or my sadness. Seriously , if tml turns out badly it will be like this

1) I got 2 Cs for my exam
2) My Driving instructor scolds me for reckless driving
3)One or two IMF important deligates got murdered by a Singaporen/Malaysian/Hawwain
4) Naurto will stop airing on You-Tude cause its protected by Copy right now

Then it will be a damn sad day la.. But hopefully not, i got a feeling everything will turn out right.
Talking about things going right, i recently got good news from the daiko ppl, they say they got the SAS to sponsor our tioman trip by 50% !!! Omg ..thats quite dissappointing to hear, cause i believe we deserve 90 or 100% off! Its our club fund money btw ..Nevertheless 50% is good enough for me , must thank God. I just read my cousin's blog, the more and more depressing her blog is (Right racheal?!), plz le i already tell u to go see IMH or seek help blah. If you pasieh to go .. then i go for you lor.. anyway i will be going there to "talk" to someone first, please don;t judge me , im not a perfect person. Yesterday , i had a session with my CGL( Cell group leader) , he was giving me bible study "introductory level" as he calls it.. seriously.. its not need for me because i believe im quite knowlegable about the bible , then he keep saying my mindset not right , must be in tune with God.blah blah blah. Ya la i know la.. some C/H/C ppl are quite irritating, they are very persistant in spreading God's word.. which is good la.. but irritating. Wah liao, and my CGL wants me to commit my time to going to cell group every sat plus sun .. Like tat i no time for myself liao.. its either daiko, church, school , driving .Cannot cannot.. i need to plan out my time right . Hiaz.. i seriously hope tml will turn out right. But if it doesn;t then.. what can i do? Cry over spill milk? This time around i will not declare my results wether good or bad to anyone only to very very close friends like Edmund or U Racheal..Of course if it turns out bad i will try to advoid ur questions lolx. Hiaz i dun know what to write about liao.. , my sentences are becoming more like singlish lor. Wtf.. if u notice i always write like an ang mo from the starting ..towards the ending write like one true Singaporen..Anyway i gtg liao.. want to go running and do more body sulptering <-- how to spell this shit word! LOL ok ~Rex Out!

God's WILL?

Recently, someone famous passed away doing what he supposily loved doing , his name is Steve Irwin the famous aust croc hunter, he died while fliming a series called the most dangerous underwater sea creature near the barrier rieft, got stabbed by a rare stingray , its bard went thru is heart and KO byebye Cro hunter, research indicates that this kind of death is very rare and stingrays seldom attack people . I mean , im really shocked to hear that he died in that way .. its really God's Will in my opinon that he has called him back to heaven ..is he a chirstain ? Did he accpet god into his life? I really dun know.. all i can say is God will do what he deem is right , he does what he want and when he wants, damn scarry just take away a life that played with crocodiles , fooled with posionous snakes, embraced wild animals and toy with death almost everyday and yet got KILLED BY a DAMN Stingray?!!! Last time i used to watch his documentry about crocdiles this and that , then after when i enter poly i nv watch liao.. Suddenly his death can affect me soo badly is a mystery.. I cannot imagin what his wife is going thru now , the hurt, the pain , the sorrow must be overwhelming, people say that he died what he loved doing , but for goodness sake la, Irwin will not choose to die in that way leaving his wife and childern behind blah !! Hiaz.. now i damn depressed,I feel for his wife , perhaps she can take comfort that he died loving what he does best.
It is from his death that i once again realise that life is very fragile and preious , the people around us will not live for long, all things will indeed pass, anytime God will take away. And yet some people have no respect for God and keep criticising him , watch out la you non believers , some people think they are god and anyhow make fun or create thier own religion..Fck off from me plz, the bible says to try to bring these people to know christ ..but really i tired liao, they always make fun of my God and like to redicule chirstainity, i think i give up on them liao ..cause some people are meant to go to hell .. really .. that what is hell for huh?! To keep heaven warm is it?. lol, i also better take care of my salvation la. .. anyway results are coming out soon, i hope to do well.. but even if i dun do well so what?! If i dun make it to NUS or NTU or SMU so what?! As long as i make $$ for god or have a purpose in life then im happy liao..but really la.. I want to go NUS or SMU or NTU !!!PLZ GOD PLZ !! lol .. Anyway.. my deepest condolances to Steve Irwin's family and friends , a great nature lover person just go like that really is wasted.. hiaz God plz allow Irwin's soul to enter heaven thanks..
-This entry is damn holy..even my hair also stand .. but this is how i feel and for thoes non believers try to bear with me lol.. okok ~Rex out!