EXAM IS over...

What a tuff tuff semester.. first i have to blame myself.. WHY weren;t u CONSISTANT?! ya la.. i tried mah.. lol , aiyo.. this term really i put in alot of blood and sweat into EA and FIA.. wah i tell u , these two papers are killers , seriously i nv study soo damn hard before, i have to blog this terrible time to myself so that i will be CONSISTANT next sem or be CONSISTANT in my life. My god, 9.30am start studying , reading the notes word by word , my eye roll over every sentance ,every formula espically EA formulas.. My god topic 4 , topic 5 why DUN i know them ..panic sticken , i read on and on , giving myself 5-10mins rest .. skipped lunch , study until 4pm non STOP Fck!!!! Until i counldnt take it.. had to rush down to hawker to buy food. As i ate , my mee pork .. No taste , No subtance wao lao.. food dun taste like food 4 this few weeks. then went back to study some more until 10 pm .. 10 pm is my favourite time beacuse i get to STOP studying .. my principal is nv study beyond 10 pm + - 30mins variance. Then after that i play dota.. when i play dota.. my mind kept recalling all the facts.. FCk.. still no rest.. when its time to sleep, i cannot sleep..my mind kept thinking of formulas and sentance ought to rmb.. hiaz.. this vicous cycle repeat for like 3-4 days until the exam .wao lao.. bad for health. very bad for health indeed.. i was sealed away from the outside world like the nine tails in the naruto anime. and why did this happen? Beacuse i was not CONSISTANT!
FIA night mare.. omg.. when it was turn to study FIA.. fck.. i only had 1.5 DAYS to study.. no time.. soo i study NON stop..my mind constantly cried out for a break and i wouldn;t let it.. my brain fought back by remiiting strange noisies around my room and my enviroment.. wah ..that was really suffering.. and why did this happen? BEACUSE I WAS NOT CONSISTANT!
The best part is.. when the exam paper came out.. most of the questions didn;t reflect what i studied .=-= disgusting right.. yet the papers were hard.. like rock.. Fck.. pardon my words.. if i get C for FIA or EA.. it will be my fault .. but i hope that wouldnt happen la.. i tired my best liao..GOD plz plz dun play with my results plzplz plz... i wan to go NUS or SMU or NTU.. thats my heart;s desire besides honouring you.. hiaz.. next term.. i will stop becoming class rap.. i will be attending all lectures unless otherwise stated.. i will understand ALL subjects on time and understand them well! .. ok la.. lets go to more interesting sub... now that exam is over .. i have BD to doo ..CRY@!@!#(u@(8 no rest again.. nvm nvm.. claim down .. i seriously need to see a psychologies. ok ..time to go back to church liao.. Rex out.~

Today Missed the NTUC "Best" Game

Wah damn sian..today i missed the NTUC best game beacuse got to finished up EA..Seriously i really hate EA... soo troublesome don't know what Ah Goh wants from us. Well, tml is TA CA2 test and FO finally trading, i know that FO trading im currently top 7th in class , i could well be in top 3 .. but i choose not to.. sooo irritating that Ah Cheoong always think his opening out cry very superior to the other trading methods ...d.....o..t.s. I guess i will be hearing his " BUY ONE ARH! , SELL ONE ARH" for the very last time tml..thank god :) . tODAY , he called me like twice, while i was busying rushing my EA with nick..wao kao..wait till he knows we never turn up for the NTUC best game.. his face will be black like anything .lol... I wonder if Aveline and Kris got into the next stage..hmm pondering.. well who cares. Hopefully tml myTA ca 2 will be sucessful. Hiaz.. nowadays my trading luck abit bad.. dun know why i keep holding on to losing positions.. FCK! Oh ya.. before i forget , yesterday was our BD presentation.. FCK.. i got the lowest among the group...though i have to be grateful for getting a B+ but i think i should get more lor given how much effort i put in hehe ..seriously.. i get the feeling Christopher EE does not like our group..wah i dun really feel like doing the BD project anymore.. kao.. soo much work T_T but then Mr Boey head will be on the chopping block blah.. ( Turing to look at the time ) its already 4.47 mins.. we all waiting for Guan to finish up her writing , omg ... she better hurry cause Mr Goh will close his doors exactly at 5pm le... ok now i shall tell them to hurry up. Oh the other hand better not lah.. i see her work soo hard also abit qulity .. lol .. now... exams are coming nearer and nearer.. i have to study up CF,TA,EA and FIA.. terrible subjects.. making all my hair white.. omg.. its 4.50 liao. I wonder what Ah god will say if we hand up at 5.01pm..."Oh i very touch arh very touch!" lol omg.. just got a call from Bradon.. tell chris that Kris group ( My group ) got into SEMIN Finals!!! OMG.. Good job GALS!!! But fck la.. lose $4 ,.. hahah ok bye Rex out .