Another Emo Entry without pictures

Yes.. i very emo liao, today STI rose like 2.03% TO 3126.85 and i still holding on to my put warrents, fundamental are very weak in US , but the market still raising ..dun know why. Another problem, CPF asking $ from me to repay my Education fees for poly technic amount to 6k like that, i can repay to whole amount, but what for.. i need to use the $ to invest properly, tony and ernie i think enjoyed themselves in thailand, i had a choice to go, but didnt cause i hate thailand , now abit regret not going with them, i keep thinking about whether should i countiue to give tithdings to God not..cause sam dun do so why must i? Racheal, Alvin and surprisingly Melisar are all doing well in thier respective universities, including Ave and Kris and here i am wasting my time serving this nation, Mr Goh and company..still quite alot of problems..for od sakes please recover asap , i need to $ to invest la!!
Sian..soo many problems suddenly, some more i in NS.. its a hard time for me , yes i know, i can;t do the things i want to do, i struggle to understand the market , yet lose $ (Ya la my fault la) , i feel that going to church nowadays its a bit of a drag..cause soo damn far and damn expensive , i try my best to be open to people in NS but can;t seem to do so, ezoo is taking advantage of me , giving me only $300 when there are like 7 students under me, Edmund no longer talks to me..not that i want to talk to him, but at least keep track of your good friend who stood by you for 3 YEARS!! My mum becoming more irrititing as the days go by ..

yet despite all these things i feel God allowing these to happen to test my faith, my ignorance, my determination and so on.. i hate bad times (such as now).. so in order not to dissappoint him no.1
1) I will countiue to give tithdings despite market woes
2) I will cut loss when STI reach 3200 and by 18th if FA gets better
3) I will invest properly from now onwards , by fundamentals and by TA
4) I will try to go to church more often
5) I will countiue to self educate myself in business, in finnace, in self improvments , in Japanese
6) I will delegently work in ezoo , my swiming and tution business to pay off that debt
7) I will take a break in June and Oct (Malaysia and Japan respectively)
Now market 3126.51 ..ouch ..Move on IVAN!!!

Makings of a major bear?!

Alright, it seems that my timming for buying put warrents abit off, sry about that, but then again market is as unpredictable as ever..having said that, recently alot of US data came out, some beat analysis expectations some didnt, overall the US data still points to one thing, contraction! Yet peopel are still buying into the market having factoring in data that "beat" analysis expectations.. i mean cmon how lame can they get, analysis expectations are very conservative by nature soo if for example US housing data by analysis says 0.78, then the real data comes out at 0.84 means its good news? Housing data below 1.00 means contracting... thats not all , central bank chiefs all over US already say that US might enter into a recession soon, not only that oil remains above $100 and food and commodities are like craziliy high.. what i think will happen next is that the most important data the US job data which is tml WILL BE very BAD! But then again it may be wrong .. zzz Well then if the data turned out good .. then i think its time to buy stocks for catch the recovering bull..but very unlikely.. i think .. consumers are beaten very badly these few mths soo i think Job data will be BAD. Recommendations to stick with your current put warrents , sell only if the job data turns out good or worse .. better then expected <_<