Diako Surprise.
Wow wow wow.. What a wonderful week :).. i dun know why im so happy.. maybe the suituation isn't that great after all.. Hiaz.. lol.. Well anyway i was elected to be class rap this acedamic year, i also dun know why i wanted this position badly? I mean if NUS and NTU was looking out for Leadership qualities then the class rap thing in my CCA records will definately show it i think..hiaz.. not easy being class rap, must do this do that.. Lame.. some more i need to fufill my promise to some people who just refuses to attend class.. not easy and i feel that im not doing a very good job either maybe beacuse of my lack of experience la not forgetting its also quite sickening and worse its only my 1st week!Man! gOD plz give me strength and support from my class. Well at least im determined to try though lolx.. On a more lighther note, today i when to support my Diako CLub( the drumming club la) for CCA week, 5hours of standing and asking people to join my club.. saw all those sick faces lol..But luckly i got 4 new people under my charged to join and 3 of them are Guys! Not thaT my club is gay or anything lol , is that we lack guys in Diako Team thus next time very difficult to carry the Big drums around if only girls dominate my club.ya then after that i when back to my club ... blow abit of aircon.. then howcome end up training with the TP [performance team ] .. well i thought i would never heard new songs from my team,however to my surpirse they played somthing new instead of the usual " drum of happniess la, song of Kinowana or Victory for that matter " but i heard something that sparked up my interest in Diako once again WOW wonderful! At 1st i was thinking of joining other cca ( the SP jazz band) la sorry to say.. beacuse i felt a bit bored also .. evertime play drums and some more my friend always like to criticise my club also..but i also got put in alot of effort and time into my Club..so I will never quit!until i finish my years in poly lol..
Hiaz .. you see this logo .. Hiaz.. my ultimate goal.My dream school, i know i should post this in my private Blog. But it seems more logoical for all my friends to know where my ultimate goal lies.Really , after hearing what my cousin have to say about entry into NUS , i feel that it is quite impossible for me to enter NUS Business School le.let alone any course at all.First of all im a Singapore polytechnic student which is already a barrier to enter liao compared to JC students, 2) My results are not excellencent only very good , or at best quite high standard, i don't even think my results is in the top 5% of the cohort lo.. 3) After i graduate , i would be competing with the JC dragon Baby which angain hinders my entry into NUS.. soo many barriers soo hurtful lor.. why im i the one always have such bad luck, 1st i entered a not so good secondary school , now im in SP.. which is quite good la..better then other polys in fact the best la.. but its still a polytechnic le.. why .. very tiring , study so hard and yet my results must be excellent .. now come to think of it , it is quite impossible to enter .. this fact, breaks my heart ... wao kao.. but i know i have to try.. no matter what happens, no matter what the odds,but really if i cannot enter NUS or any of the big 4 universities then i can go and die la.. lolx.. i feel like a loser ...the only thing that can help me now is the interview, my CCA points, my results and God's Grace lor.. hiaz. GOD plz..make a way.So you see , you all cannot blame me for working so hard , or that im a book worm there are great odds for me to overcome le.. Aiya.. the more i write about this the more fustrated i get.. although i know this is one of my worldly desires of mine .. i still have to at least try to achieve it la..sian now.. rex out !

